Ever since my wife began openly fucking other men because of my small uninteresting penis i decided to embrace my suppressed desire to dress as a woman and let men have sex with me .This is something that was forbidden to me in addition to being told from a child that i was strait and expected to be attracted to and devoted to women . Dressing in my moms lingeri when home alone in secret and spending my life feeling as i am a horible person because i feel happy when i help a man cum is ABUSE . I wish it didnt take until i was 50 years old to relize that I do infact have a small penis but atleast iv been given the chance to forget the born females and continue my life as a sissy as intended in addition to the fact that i was always a sissy. Having a small penis if always been week at the sight of the size of almost every dick iv ever seen . I want to stare and touch. Quickly i was aroused by any size penis . enjoying tiny dicks for long suck enjoyment. A sissy who has be to week to stand up to my slut cheating wife . A sissy araid of other boy kept it hidden and instead acted like a jerk most of my life .The need to cum is inportant to amans whell being , Its hard for some men to cum . I feel so good helping Any man cum. Even thoes at the hookup spot not looking helthy for sex i hope enjoy jerking off looking, watching me and attcheive the abilitl to cum and walk away going back to there life focused.