A while back, I received a very interesting request. Make a short premature ejaculation trainer with the theme of: pre trigger: -being made pussyfree by wife -being beta for wife -wife cuckolding with ex Trigger: -finishing within four strokes -Just her going to see ex boyfriends, not being included apart from helping her get dressed and cuddling after, maybe getting a prejac handjob while she tells me what they did, maybe cleaning her up. But really into knowing she gets ravaged by them, and she does everything she would never do with me. I like it... But there was more. This person has Aphantasia, which basically means it is difficult to create mental visual imagery. (google it later) I love it, let's do this! It took many long months to plan and create this, but the result (I think) is FIRE!! The entire thing is a mindfuck, meant to play with your brain on many levels, and it is full of little details that accomplish this task. This is largely a tool for you to use in your own beta/prejac/cuck training and it will be most effective if repeated. With this in mind, I specifically designed this to be watched many times, and each time you watch you may see or hear some little new detail you hadn't noticed before. Where you look on screen will often determine the "message" you see, kind of like those old "choose your own adventure" books. Most longer videos kinda repeat the same things and keep the same visual style from the beginning to the end. This one is quite different and was planned so that it is easy to watch in one sitting. Use headphones if possible and try to watch on a decent sized screen so the details are more visible. **WARNING, SPOILERS AHEAD** This was a great editing challenge with endless technical issues (mostly user error). The finished project is just under a full hour long, contains almost 700 video clips, 200 'text flashes', and 3,900 audio clips (the timeline shown in the video is real, albeit it was from an earlier version of the project). The whole thing took somewhere between 500 and 1,000 hours to complete, and was a labor of love. The audio was by far the hardest part, (3,000 pieces of audio in a one hour video is a lot!). It took endless work to create the main vocal lines. I don't consider myself to be a talented script writer and it takes freakin FOREVER to write the dialogue. Once a line is written, the AI voice may not deliver it well and it may need to be reworded to sound better. Quite time consuming. Many of the 3,000 sounds were vocal harmonies, which had to be volume balanced, EQ'd and panned so that every sound was distinct and clear, not muddy or confused. I understand music theory fairly well, so the vocal harmonies are based on actual chord structure. I tried to use these chord-based harmonies creatively (ex: more positive messages might use major chords, while negative messages might be in minor or diminished chords) and this kind of detail really helps the sound production shine. The text flashes were particularly challenging to do, mostly because I didn't want the words to be cheesy or stupid, but also because the flashes themselves are somewhat complex. Most of the flashes are quick, but the words still change color, size, and position. They had to be correctly placed in both space and time. Some of the words are supposed to be where you are already looking, others are meant to lead your eyes to specific parts of the screen, and a few are meant to fuck with you in a 'breaking the 4th wall' kind of way. Just like with the sound design, I attempted to be as unique and creative as possible with how and when words flash on the screen. But, like most of my work, there are parts that I would have loved to change. One example: this was originally going to be 5 or 10 min long, but it kept growing. As the project got longer, there was a "final cum countdown" that was supposed to end the video. But I kept adding more and more to the end, so the "final countdown" is misleading. I almost removed the entire section, but in the end I thought it added to the general idea of confusion and misdirection, so I kept it in and used it to play with the theme 'You aren't satisfied with watching a female orgasm, you need to see a man cum" and then used THAT theme to move into the next section. I'm not against changing something completely if it works better (never be afraid to 'murder your darlings'), but when you have such a huge project, replacing something in the middle can be risky. It all worked out though, and the new ending is probably my favorite section! Sometimes a perceived mistake can be the springboard to something better. I used stable diffusion running locally to create the faces. That took a while to learn, but WOW what a cool and useful tool to have in your creative arsenal. My favorite moment (as the creator) is ~ 20min, 20 sec in, where she sits on his face and his penis 'hops' to the beat a few times. A lot of time to make that one happen! Today, as I present my 'baby' to the world, I am PROUD of myself as an artist. This stands as the pinnacle of my creative and editing abilities as of late 2024. I hope other creators are inspired to do their best work and to reach as far as possible to make things they can be proud of, too. !!!MAKE PORN GREAT AGAIN!!!